So I’m in a different land, one Ive been to so many times before, many times this life and others. My I prayed to come back here and make it through the epic journey of healing to be able to. And here my favourite place all fenced off and guarded because apparently a certain c thing so now you have to pay to not see it in a tourist way.nothing changes with me and i know theres a way so i find it past the masses of kids smoking epicly strong weed, a bit of a sad symptom of what happens as a result of tourist demand here. to a little trail. Find some ancient unescavated ruins that ive known before and then hmm a bit like dartmoor nature plays her tricks and im lost in the jungle round and round glad to not meet any poison snakes and glad i know to stop and listen to my senses.so i get back to a stream i know it will lead me out as i know the place from times b4 but not quite this one, but its the jungle and here yet another reminder when your finding a new way, not to trust things that look like support

. So i just get to climb down tiers and tiers of waterfall, its dry season here so my phone survived but my trousers didnt.beyond anything i got my soul back thats what i heard would happen if i trusted what i could hear.so now im working through the epic jungle of my book bringing it together clear with trust. layers of brain rewiring and shamanic journeys, nature and patterns life lessons dreams. i know its gonna get me there and im getting there just like in the waterfall. nice to be able to do this

love seque xxnice to have felt that moment of absulute freedom of not knowing climbing down a waterfall for a very long time.Oh yeah and I let the local kids at a barbor shop in the last town i was in loose on my hair, thats what the go faster stripes are. they were laughing and talking tongue i dint understand as they used the razor. they found it more funny when i said in spanish i think its probably good i dont understand what your saying

they made a good job